Friday, September 30, 2005
i got hacked.
lazy to post today.
i'll have to do well for physics.
ahh.bye.
title says it all...
Try me, baby.
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5:03 PM
Thursday, September 29, 2005
no flaming (:
hahaha, wtf? oh yes i'm sure you all remember, flaming is bad. flaming is absolutely uncalled for. it is a very very bad way of expressing displeasure or dissatisfaction. the worse thing, EVER, is to flame your teachers, for that is a cardinal sin. i bet my teachers are checking my blog now ): so i shall cut down on the vulgarities, speak like an ultra gentleman, and proclaim that all lessons in school rocks. oh, did i say something wrong? my tongue is bleeding. (don't worry. just lying.)
actually, blogging is pretty alright. you see, blogging makes me more aware of my surroundings, especially on my way home. ah, then and there, guess what i saw? some girl pointed the middle finger at the bus 13! apparently she didn't point it STRAIGHT at the face of the driver, so maybe she was referring to the bus? or -GASPS- all the guys inside the bus? she obviously doesn't know what the middle finger refers to! but let's not dwell on that, you should have gotten the drift already. (: but actually, she also raised her thumb in synchrony with her middle finger. oh who cares, the middle finger's longer. i bet everybody would have noticed that first. hoho,isn't that so?
which brings me to another point. saying a vulgarity but acting as if you're not saying one. like classic example 1: FCUK! haha. ya, French Connection United Kingdom? actually i have nothing against this, but just make sure you go 'F-cark' when you're really trying to say the ultimate-i-pwn-you word. man, give some respect to that word.
which leads me to something else... personal attacks. BLAH. it's damn evil when you're at the end of one, but it feels good to mock another. haha, it's good being a human, no? but anyway it's alright i'm only being attacked by my friends. ok doesn't matter.
sometimes, i can't stop to wonder how life would become more meaningful if some people would start paying attention in class. remind thyself, NO NAMES. oh yes, no names. and all is good. our class is ULTRA-ATTENTIVE! everybody listens, nobody talks, nobody reads comics man. we are the rule! (but people still copy work. hahahaha.)
last but not least, let's talk about something really meaningful. sports. yay. san diego padres, st. louis cardinals, los angeles angels, have all booked their spots in the playoffs. chicago white sox look safe, so do the houstoun astros. the race is on in the AL east and AL wildcard though. baseball rocks. (:
however, soccer's a BIT boring. 0-0 draws are the worse things ever.
GOTTA CATCH EM' ALL!
GOTTA CATCH EM' ALL!
GOTTA CATCH EM' ALL!
GOTTA CATCH EM' ALL!
haha, i really did study in school! now it's time to go learn my dear ol' ting xie.
Try me, baby.
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8:32 PM
Wednesday, September 28, 2005
unbelievable
unbelievable, dismissal at 1.15. no assembly. erm, i think typing with a space after every punctuation mark looks neater. ok, whatever.
unbelievable that about the third thing i do when i go home is blog. (first is to switch on the com, second is to go to mlb.com) anyway, today was a relatively short day,as i mentioned above. so i headed home without grabbing lunch. ok, that's out of point. what was REALLY UNBELIEVABLE was this. take a deep breathe, and read. i was on my way home on bus 53, when i saw two boys in shorts, from some school i shall not mention, taking a video of a girl sitting down. which is from a school i shall not mention as well. atrocious, i must say. i was utterly disgusted. i don't even have a camera on my pathetic phone. ultra depressing. but anyway it's very unbelievable. maybe they have a fetish for girls from girls schools. maybe the girls in their school are way too ugly (yes, those two punks were from a mixed school) perhaps they want to show off that spastic clip to their friends. spastic.
unbelievable because some fat dude sat next to me when i switched buses. nonono, i meant, the bus was so damn crowded. unbelievable, some neighbourhood school kids love pointing middle fingers in public. perhaps they don't realise it's offensive to women. they can get sued! haha. i don't give two fucks, i was just too bored.
unbelievable because students who flame teachers will get punished. hahaha, what bullshit. oh, but i don't flame my teachers, do i? neither do i give any crap about this. it's dumb.
unbelievable because the ATLANTA BRAVES have won 14 division series in a ROW. lol, and oh so unbelivable because that fat dude BARRY BONDS has 708 homers. up till today.
WHAT AN UNBELIEVABLE DAY.
lol.
[edit at who cares what time]
some unbelievable things i forgot to write about just now... my little brother is so egoistic talented that he used my mp3 player to record his own singing. i started laughing hysterically yesterday on the bus, i think others would have thought i was mad. lol. and he sounds like a girl. damn, my voice broke when i was 11. )))):
unbelievable that the tooth fairy returned parts of my broken tooth. nah, i went to the dental clinic yesterday. ((((((((:
Try me, baby.
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3:03 PM
Monday, September 26, 2005
goodbye...to you.
goodbye to you.
teach me how to mutter this three words.and i'm going to hang it on my lips for forever.the best thing now is to crawl into my little shell and void myself of any emotions.is it easy?not at all.but i still have to try.fake feelings are not worth it.
yeah.i know i can do it.
ok SORRY.i should post about exams and working hard and stuff,right?i'm here to announce that taking a nap in the afternoon seems to be part of my routine now.
oh man.
i'm getting owned by myself.
7 more days.do you feel the urgency?
and i had the cheek to watch 'the mummy' and 'the mummy returns' on friday and sunday respectively.never mind,rachel weisz's hot.that made my day.HAHA.
Try me, baby.
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8:38 PM
Sunday, September 25, 2005
heavy heavy heart.
yah,btw i forgot to 'thank' my chinese teacher.
猿老师谢谢你没骂我。
其实华文课时我是很不专心的。
对不起。
if you understood that,then good for you.that,obviously ISN'T the reason why i'm writing with a heavy heart today.something's been bugging me the whole while.did i really hurt her?it's too late to be sorry anyway.i kept telling myself not to cry,but i did once.is that a sign of regret?
fuck.
i'm alright.it must be westlife at night.haha,can you believe it?westlife's FIRST ALBUM!lol,it's been in my cd player for about 6 MONTHS.haha,they're pretty good.
actually,i really wish all these things would go away.but they're here to stay.and it more or less affects my studies.but,hey,i'm still going to try and do my best.haha.that means less blogging?
but seriously blogging doesn't take up much time.plus i have a headache now.or maybe i'm just making up excuses.ohwell.
unbelievable,i dreamt that i committed suicide.
maybe everything's happening just because i'm still recovering.hey,like my mum said,'you still have lots and lots of chances next time!cheer up,i'm sure you'll get over it soon.and concentrate on your studies!'haha.she never did oppose of my relationship.(:
and it's true.i'll just take it into my stride.and there'll be no chance of a patch up.i mean,what for?we 'tried to try again' but it just ended up as bad,if not worse than last time.i'm sorry if i really hurt you.
i'm apologising.
enough of this nonsense.actually,i think that maybe i should gradually let more people know about my blog.or maybe not.shouldn't be my priority anyway.i think my headache's subsiding.
ok,then that's about it.
Try me, baby.
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5:36 PM
Saturday, September 24, 2005
thank you.
today's a
saturday.
interesting.
thou shall thank people...
first,my parents.damn,i realised my dad rocks.he watches BASEBALL.how many of you even do?he sends me to school everyday,my bro too.he picks me up most of the time.ok sorry dad.i should get better results ,and maybe some cheapo scholarship,no?but seriously,thanks.
my mum does about EVERYTHING in the house.thank you too.because of me you stopped working.and it's my fault your not really up to date,with lots of stuff.
sorry.oh man,i suck.i never do buy presents for my parents.thank you dad and mum.i love you.and now i wanna thank my teachers.or diss them. xDfirst up...my mathematics teacher(s). (we see them EVERYDAY OF THE WEEK,except for the weekends.duh.)
miss chow/mr teotwo great teachers,i must say.(miss chow went to teach the sec ones music.)
haha.and both of you are patient.i know our class ALWAYS pisses you off,but what can i do?i just try to do my work.thank god you two didn't kill my 'INTEREST' in maths.
mr danny tan
eye contact!haha,a super animated teacher.
thanks to him i didn't regret my choice of choosing
PURE HISTORY.
lol,yah,he's good.
miss tan lee choook miss tan is a
BIT big-sized,but she's a good teacher.
haha,my elective geography is doing pretty well.
thanks miss tan.
but too bad she won't be teaching us next year.
fuck.mrs tohchemistry.
i've been borderline.ah my sciences are really pathetic.
never really disliked her.
never really liked her.
haha,she's just an average teacher,lessons a bit on the boring side.
but thanks anyway.
i got a C5 last term.mrs chung/mr see/mr quayanother science.sigh.
mrs chung will never be my type of teacher.
she's way too fast,and i'm not a mugger.but she's not a bad teacher.
then we come to...uhm.mr see.
frankly,he sucks.that's an
understatement anyway.
mr quay's looks really turn me off.(don't tell me you get turned on)
but anyway he's quite hard on us.
and he puts in alot of effort.
but i think he'll be disappointed with our results.
don't look at me,i'm hopeless in physics.mdm endangshe's my english teacher.
and me disliking her has nothing to do with her race.
if a chinese english teacher spoke like this i wouldn't be able to stand it as well.
furthermore,she can't really teach.
bleah.
miss lai/miss lim/mr muhamud/mr pillay/oh-man-wtf-i-have-one-trillion-ss-teacherssocial studies for my class is screwed up.
haha.miss lai was forced to teach SS.
miss lim too,and she's a bimbo.
that mr muhamud came for lesson,and buddha-knows-where-he-went.
mr pillay took us a few times for combined lectures,but he teaches
REAL ss.
haha.
just thanking all of them on wasting time on our class...
and p.e. teachers?haha,just thanking you all.
Try me, baby.
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12:49 PM
Friday, September 23, 2005
I > YOU
lol.wtf.
i spent like 20 minutes writing some bull in school,then i forgot to bring it home.haha,i swear it was for this entry.whathahell do you expect me to do during CHINESE LESSONS?lol,we were going through the GH3Y stuff we had to recite to those wanking Everlasting Vaginas.
i didn't even see them come by.
whatever,maybe they were travelling at the speed of light.
BLAH.
so my day started out great today.i woke up at 5.45 a.m. because i had to reach school earlier,way early at 6.45 a.m. to whack gym.ah,early in the morning.actually it felt good to exercise so early,but it left me pretty burnt out during the double chinese period.like i'm EVER attentive.
lol.
and to put icing on the cake,this ATTITUDE classmate went on a verbal fight with my teacher.
GUESS WHAT?HE SITS IN FRONT OF ME!damn,so this shit is reverberating in my damn lagged up brain.‘你要我出去,我就出去,让他们看到而已!’
damn,i was wondering what got into his puny brain.
it's the first period,just STONE, for goodness' sake.!
then being bored as ever,i started writing some stuff.
i was hoping the Everlasting Vaginas would come to our class during english.why?i think i mentioned it before...lol.so my english teacher would STOP talking like a RADIO SEEKING A SIGNAL.her voice is pure bull.the worse thing is,SHE CAN SPEAK NORMALLY,but she refuses to.how considerate can she get?
bleah. and then the day dragged on.
and we saw nothing of the Everlasting Vaginas.
all this 'hype',for nothing.
maybe next monday and tuesday.IDIOTIC...
well,i managed to survive through all my lessons today without falling asleep.
and then and there,i realised
I > YOU
(and that's how my title for today came about.lol)
Try me, baby.
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6:30 PM
Thursday, September 22, 2005
ahh,MOZILLA > INTERNET EXPLORER. lol.
damn,IE's SPASTIC.i refreshed bout 10 times but the bold and font options..all those thingies wouldn't come out.but let's try MOZZILA FIREFOX!and it 0wn3d the SHIT out of IE.lol,blogging is addictive.
early in the morning at buddha-knows-what a.m. i was sitting in the car.thinking about what to blog when i get home.oh man,this is bad.if you're pessimistic(I AM!),you'll be going,'ONE MORE WEEK TO THE EXAMS!AHH'
exactly what i'm thinking.but who cares.
so i CONTINUED thinking...then my dad drove past my bro's school.ahh then there was this sec4 dude,yellow badge and green shorts and.WHATEVER SHITTINESS MY SCHOOL POSSESSES.(i mean,you should know by now.)my dad just stopped,horned at that dude,and asked him to get in.i swear i was like,'WTF?i don't know him.'ok,good act by my dad to start his day.to me that's pure crazyness.lol,and why didn't that sec4 think,'what if it's a plot to kidnap me?'lol,only i would think that way.
i decided to post some stuff about my school.god damn it,WHAT'S WITH THE WANKING EV?(everlasting vaginas)ok so you bastards are coming to evaluate our school?SO?
my point is,SO?do we have to learn our school's MISSION,VISION,SCHOOL SONG,PHILOSIPHIES.?WE EVEN HAVE TO KNOW HOW OUR DAMN SHINY BUTTONS CAME ABOUT.
fuck.
save me man.if the damned EV came to me and asked,
'do you like your school?'
i'll spit right in their face and say,
'no!'
'why not?'
'because my principal gives me inspiration to be stupid and to be cheapskate.and wait.there's no long pants!'
fuck.
Try me, baby.
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4:01 PM
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
screw you blogger.
tell me about it.i guess it's all my fault,i shouldn't flame blogger.
i accidentaly navigated away,and the entry i spent 20 minutes on went down the DRAIN.lol.
honestly,i got to get my eyes off the com and onto my essay.i have to start.
Try me, baby.
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6:54 PM
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
damn it.
i wonder how many days there are to the exams.
somebody tell me please.
this blog ain't abt my everyday life.i've got no photographic memory.and anyways blogs are for typing out what u feel,they aren't about beautiful layouts with inferior posts.my posts aren't quality either,no doubt.but i'm gonna post what i feel.
ohyes,what i feel.
so tell me.this ain't a good time to get started when i'm like 2wks away from the exams.how exciting,no?.yes and if ur insulted by my views,don't bother reading it anymore.
let's sorta get started.on what i wanna say.i've just ended what you could call a immature relationship,ya just because i'm at a 'tender' age of 15 i know nuts about what i'm doing.i recall my neighbour calling me immature once.so be it.the fact that she thinks i love playing,(yes i do,to a huge extent.thankyou.),means i'm immature.that sure gave me a good chuckle,although i ain't those who would rebutt by saying i'm not childish and just proving more that i am.
whatever.i guess she doesn't know how much effort i put into thinking about stuff.NOT spouting philosiphies in every sentence is not equivalent to being less mature.anyway,let's get back to my 'broken relationship'.haha,it might be interesting for some of you all to note that i indeed did 'break up'(whether or not it's a break up to you is not my concern.) because of religion.differences in religion for that matter.and once again,whatever u feel is not my concern.damn,i've been wondering whether i made the right decision.but who cares.i wasn't prepared to change myself in such a big way for her.
and let's face it,there was no
FUCKING way it was going to happen.
let me go back to studying.
let it be.
Try me, baby.
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8:55 PM